eggs in one basket.

5 04 2010

I just got an email that will change my life.

“We regret to inform you (never something you want to see at the beginning of a letter addressed to you) that the Communications – Mass MA program has not recommended you for admissions for Fall 2010.”

I haven’t told anybody yet — to be honest I’m not sure when I’ll tell anyone. Nobody reads this blog anyways so it doesn’t matter if I write it here.

I don’t know what to think right now. I don’t know what to do right now.

To be honest I don’t feel like reading my scriptures right now.

“…the evil spirit teacheth not a man to pray, but teacheth him that he must not pray.” (2 Nephi 32:8) — you could switch out ‘pray‘ for ‘reading scriptures‘ just as easily.

I should never have put all my eggs in this basket. I’m such an idiot… I know there are plenty of other things I can go do (well, at least that’s what people say). I really wanted to do graduate school. It was the best route to get into teaching.

I guess now I need to find a new basket for those eggs… if there are any eggs left.

What am I supposed to tell Leah? She was so excited about grad school. And now when I meet her family I will be unemployed and rejected from grad school. Just what you want to take home to the family.

I feel like I’m on one of those old Southwest commercials: “Wanna Get Away”

I want to get away. Right now.




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